Liturgy, Scripture, Spirituality

This is Only a Test

“In this you rejoice, although now for a little while you may have to suffer through various trials, so that the genuineness of your faith, more precious than gold that is perishable even though tested by fire, may prove to be for praise, glory, and honor at the revelation of Jesus Christ.” (1 Peter 1:6-7)

For decades, I have maintained that the Lent we get is harder than the Lent we choose.  We choose give-ups and take-ups that feel challenging yet manageable, then life gets busy throwing at us things that are challenging yet unmanageable. That’s why I’m always encouraging people to “Live the Lent You Get,” allowing life to become its own Lenten discipline.  Nevertheless, the intensity of this one caught me by surprise.

Photo of Valerie Lee-Jeter McKenzie with a link to her obituary.
Valerie Lee-Jeter McKenzie
1957 – 2024

Or maybe it was just February. In the first half of the month, four friends lost close relatives—not one at a “ripe old age.” One former colleague died; two others landed in the hospital. On the evening of February 6, one of my aunts broke her hip and my choir director stopped breathing at home. My aunt came through surgery and is progressing well, but Valerie never regained consciousness, dying on the day before Ash Wednesday after forty years at the musical helm of St. Vincent’s.

That’s how this Lent began.

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